When the fog clears

I have been feeling remarkably grateful of late. Sure, the sun is warmer and greenery is beginning to dominate the landscape, but there’s more to it than that. I finally feel that I’m not chasing after something. Life feels good. I’m spending time with my family, reading novels, making art. My work life, after decades […]

Never Settle

We sat on his single bed, side-by-side and talked about what we would be doing that summer. Rectangles of light cut through the blinds and across his cheek, his pale green eyes glinting as he described his summer job, out on the lake, weaving between islands, eating lunch on the jagged brush and needle-covered rocks. “Will […]

Spring Weekend

A weekend bracketed by sickness. Scrunched-up tissues littering the house like injured fairies. Sun shining in on us despite the unseasonably cold weather; April is always crueller here in Quebec that in the other places that bear brownish scarred yet newly fertile earth, already awakening. Time that seems full and long and slowly inching by: a mini-series marathon of Pride […]

Ch-ch-ch-changes

Sometimes I feel like I’m driving with no map. The road keeps going, and I have no idea where I’ll end up. No destination. No concept of where I even want to get to. But I’m hoping, yes, hoping, that it’ll all work out somehow. You may have noticed that I’ve hardly been posting of late. […]